Please disregard my posts from 2011 and before, Thank you.

I have definitely grown up. Crazy how time treats you. what do you do to it? Use it, spend it, waste it, enjoy it, embrace it. Time.
I have different goals than I did last year. Junior year :D

Happiest I have been for a long time.

AFS

I AM SUPER INTERESTED IN TRAVELING THROUGH AFS. I need to think about fundraising. have any ideas???
there are:
 Gap year programs
Spring semester programs
summer family live in experiences
community services

I graduate in the year of 2014 in the winter... (first semester) :D
I think I am going to work for a whole semester and save as much money as possible and also write an essay for a possible scholarship.

Needs

I need a journal.
I need braces.
I need money for Ballet.
I need money for volleyball.
I need not to have needs,
that is all i need
~Rachel

people have wants and needs...

Wants: money for ballet and volleyball
Needs: Braces and Journal

Sitting...Thinking...Tired.

To whom it may concern (whoever reads this),
Hello I am finally on this site again.
I'm not sure where to begin.

In school there are people, students, who still have yet to discover maturity. I am in ninth grade and I am dealing with things. ridiculous things like:

I am dating Ryder. All the guys are saying things such as, " hey, ryder is over there." or "RYDERRRRRRR" okay guys do you really think i don't have eyes to see or ears to hear... First of all you have no need to yell when you are right next to me or two people away. i know his name. I can see that he is right there.thank you though. Yes, _______ <--( insert any guy's name there), I just got done hugging him i know he is going to advisory. now that i am done quoting the rubbish that is coming out of the guys' mouth i have one question to ask: Would you agree with me that they are being immature? this lead me to something else i am allowed to rant about
WHY DO PEOPLE CARE ABOUT WHO PEOPLE DATE?
yes it's interesting to know about who is dating who. Going as far as starting rumors about couples or making fun of one of the people who are in a relationship. making fun of a person for dating someone feels fantastic.I thought it was about love not popularity. I guess i havent read the most recent Facebook port about what's in on relationships. I am all about the person and not what other people think.
Think before you speak is all i have to say

What whould I do when I am confused?? I wish patience was a part of me.... RIGHT now. Zach hasn't texted me. I am so confused.
what do I do?? this is so complicated. I wish it weren't but nothing works that way...

First impression? was it that? so many things to think about.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

So I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas Eve! I hope everyone enjoys today and tomorrow. Just be thankful for everything. :) Everything happens for a reason.


R.I.P Grandpa and Casssie..... I am going to miss you both. You bioth have made a difference in my life. Thank you both for giving me what I needed. I love you both and I will meet you there someday when god needs me.

Brick Wall

Things just hit me like a brick wall. Today, December 22, 2009, my great grandfather died. I haven't really grasped this whole concept I guess. I am seriously going to miss him. R.I.P grandpa <3

Three days before Christmas. I am still looking forward to that :|
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.......Just told that another person died today. My grandpas friend Cassy. R.I.P Cassy. we will miss both of you